Friday 6 April 2018

You are the reason

I didn't  know why, there is some pain and aches inside my heart. its hurt me inside.. the most painful is, i don't know what is the reason.. im hopeless.. sometime i feel like i deserve to be happy. The sad story in my life makes me struggling so much..then.. I'm blessed when someone came and give his hand to me. There goes my heart beating.. he help me to rise again through a winding road. I'd climb every mountain and swim every ocean probably bcoz of him. If i could turn back the clock. i'd make sure the light defeated the dark..

My heart keep bleeding every time i think of it.. Thank you for everything..

i'll try my best to be strong..

#wmh
#lifejourney




Its Friday, March.
Selepas bergelumang dengan year-end audit, finally i can managed  the workload to lead my team..
Our teamwork was awesome.. Alhamdulillah..

Now, baru rasa penatnya.. aku demam dan batuk2.. badan lesu rasa mau baring jak. But now, im getting better.

Hidup sendiri di perantauan ni kena kuat dan tabah sikit.. kena spread my wings and learn how to fly.. sometimes i stare out my window, dreaming.. what could be? if i end up happy.. so, i'd pray..




Monday 19 February 2018

its 2018

it's 2018

Miracle 2017 will always live on in my memories..

I really hope for a better year 2018
Hope dreams come true..

Thursday 7 December 2017

Menunggu Pagi

Selepas cuti sakit yang agak panjang disebabkan chicken pox, i'm back to work..
dan seperti yang dijangka, kerja memang banyak yang menunggu.. standard la kan

So, sekarang ni aku out station suda hari ke-3. Setiap pagi sarapan macam-macam.. fruits juices/coffee latte/americano/cappuccino/salad/bread/nsi goreng/mee/omelette.. dan baaanyak lagi.. biasala kan, dekat kl aku tak pernah pun sarapan dekat rumah smpai kadang-kadang makan pun boleh lupa. 

Year end audit still ongoing, sorry la to auditors sebab aku tinggalkan you all dekat office kejap. Next week, schedule penuh dengan meeting/closing/ongoing audit and the next two weeks pun aku ada out station trip lagi. After that, ada stock take trip year end. hmmm..

Outstation ni aku rasa penat sedikit (yang ni pun standard juga la kan) maybe sebab aku baru baik dari sakit. Petang bila dah sampai bilik, aku mesti terlelap kejap. Petang tadi pun sama, aku terlelap dengan baju kerja x sempat tukar. Aku bangun suda pkul 10 mlm. Ini bukan terlelap tapi memang tidur betul-betul ni. Bangun dari tidur, terus mandi, lepas tu buat kopi dan sampai sekarang aku x dapat tidur da.. huhu. thats why aku update ni blog.

OMG kenapa ni mata x mau ngantuk.. huhu.. ok byee..



Thursday 23 November 2017

My Chiken pox story

It has been a week since i got chicken pox.. 
i was tired, so very tired. Last friday morning, i woke up with about 15 poxs in my chest,leg and my arms. I’ve had a sore throat on the next day,the bad fever started come,headache and insomnia. I cannot eat as well becoz i’ve even got 2 poxs in my mouth. Alone without fam make me cried. Incoming calls fm office and sound of email notifications make me dizzy. Im very helpless n unwell to attend all incoming calls and emails. But, there is a call that makes me feel good. On night, i’ve had a bad fever,shivering,hurts and itchy. I had about a tons pox on my bck n my chest. I feel like I wnt to lie down all day. But thank god becoz only a little poxs on my face. Today i felt much better but still need to go to clnic to confirm there is no infection anymore or need to cont mc.. ni kalau smbung mc lagi mmg aku balik kg nmpknya.

#mychickenpoxstory


Friday 10 November 2017

How time flies..

Waa.. finally ada masa buka ni blog..
Actually, bila menulis ni rasa macam luahan perasaan pun ada. Apa yang terbuku dalam dada aku keluarkan melalui blog ni or cerita pada someone. Kalau tak cakap rasa macam mau meletup dada ni sebab penuh dengan banyak perkara yang aku mau kongsikan. :)

It's Nov dah kan. How time flies away
Year end ni aku jadi boleh tahan jugakla bz. Last month (Oct) aku balik kg seminggu cuti so jadi refresh dan semangat sikit buat kerja bila masuk office. hehe.. kadang2 kan bila otak tepu dekat sini, memang ubatnya kena balik kampung lepak, hirup udara fresh dan fefeling menganggur kejap.

So this month, banyak benda yang aku kena setelkan, antaranya..
1. Audited Account FY2017 - Interim/Final Audit FY2017 (PwC dah start masuk isnin baru-baru ni untuk hardclose dan diorang akan berkampung sampai la final audit tahun depan)
2. Budget 2018 and projection 2019-2022 (thn ni plg mencabar sebab hampir berbelas kali kena revise since top management punya decision kejap2 berubah.. s.a.b.a.r)
3. SAP Project - BPO,IMPS,INTr (ni semua projek yang melibatkan acct)
4. Capitalization of LOP (l.datu) and T4X (p.gudang) - ni terminal yg baru kena beli (LOP) dan baru dibina (T4X). So, tahun depan bertambah lagi 2 terminal baru.
5. Final Tax computation (file ni aku belum sentuh lagi, tapi dateline dah dekat)
6. Dan sebagainya (dalam ni macam-macam ada..)

Dalam aku bz2 ni, sempat pula aku plan pegi travel yaaa.. aduh tak tersengaja...
1. Dec17 aku join family trip pegi bercuti - ni dlm msia
2. Jan18 aku repeat pegi jogjakarta - kali ini dengan mmber2 sbb diorg gigih ajak lepas tgok kwang soo pegi sana.. haha takpa kasi can :p
3. Mar18 aku pegi jeju - kl-jeju-seoul-busan-kl

Memang aku akan jadi superman la mau arrange semua ni. Tapi apa boleh buat sebab aku memang backpackers tegar gitu. Actually mau pigi umrah, tapi ada yang ckp kena ada muhrim, ada yang cakap kawan pmpuan pun boleh.. kena cari2 info dulu. Mak aku dah bising sebab asyik travel sana sini, bagus lagi pegi umrah katanya. Paling deep baru-baru ni aku balik kg, mak aku siap bagi flyers pakej pegi umrah.. Takpa2, tahun depan inshaAllah aku memang niat mau pegi dan inshaAllah dengan muhrim ya mak.

That's all for this time
Aku