All about me

Inside she's wreck
When u see her, she looks perfectly fine
Deep down her mind is a mess
When she's with you she looks happy
When she's alone she's fragile
This girl is full of dreams...
She wants to escape her town,
Met new people, travel,
Explore the world, and go on fun road trips at midnights
And perhaps one day
She'll be truly happy.
And when your ask her "are u ok?"
For once she'll say, "i'm fine"
And it wouldn't
Be a lie..

It's true when people said that love happened when you less expected. Ianya datang tanpa isyarat dan tanpa kata. Cinta yang pergi, biarkanlah.. jika ianya tidak kembali bermakna ia bukan milikmu. Cinta itu membebaskan dan jika ia kembali, itulah cinta sejati dan ia milikmu.

-aku-
16052018

You are the reason

I didn't  know why, there is some pain and aches inside my heart. its hurt me inside.. the most painful is, i don't know what is the reason.. im hopeless.. sometime i feel like i deserve to be happy. The sad story in my life makes me struggling so much..then.. I'm blessed when someone came and give his hand to me. There goes my heart beating.. he help me to rise again through a winding road. I'd climb every mountain and swim every ocean probably bcoz of him. If i could turn back the clock. i'd make sure the light defeated the dark..

My heart keep bleeding every time i think of it.. Thank you for everything..

i'll try my best to be strong..

#wmh
#lifejourney

Its Friday, March.
Selepas bergelumang dengan year-end audit, finally i can managed  the workload to lead my team..
Our teamwork was awesome.. Alhamdulillah..

Now, baru rasa penatnya.. aku demam dan batuk2.. badan lesu rasa mau baring jak. But now, im getting better.

Hidup sendiri di perantauan ni kena kuat dan tabah sikit.. kena spread my wings and learn how to fly.. sometimes i stare out my window, dreaming.. what could be? if i end up happy.. so, i'd pray..

Tired..

its 2018

it's 2018

Miracle 2017 will always live on in my memories..

I really hope for a better year 2018
Hope dreams come true..

Menunggu Pagi

Selepas cuti sakit yang agak panjang disebabkan chicken pox, i'm back to work..

dan seperti yang dijangka, kerja memang banyak yang menunggu.. standard la kan

So, sekarang ni aku out station suda hari ke-3. Setiap pagi sarapan macam-macam.. fruits juices/coffee latte/americano/cappuccino/salad/bread/nsi goreng/mee/omelette.. dan baaanyak lagi.. biasala kan, dekat kl aku tak pernah pun sarapan dekat rumah smpai kadang-kadang makan pun boleh lupa. 

Year end audit still ongoing, sorry la to auditors sebab aku tinggalkan you all dekat office kejap. Next week, schedule penuh dengan meeting/closing/ongoing audit and the next two weeks pun aku ada out station trip lagi. After that, ada stock take trip year end. hmmm..

Outstation ni aku rasa penat sedikit (yang ni pun standard juga la kan) maybe sebab aku baru baik dari sakit. Petang bila dah sampai bilik, aku mesti terlelap kejap. Petang tadi pun sama, aku terlelap dengan baju kerja x sempat tukar. Aku bangun suda pkul 10 mlm. Ini bukan terlelap tapi memang tidur betul-betul ni. Bangun dari tidur, terus mandi, lepas tu buat kopi dan sampai sekarang aku x dapat tidur da.. huhu. thats why aku update ni blog.

OMG kenapa ni mata x mau ngantuk.. huhu.. ok byee..

My Chiken pox story

It has been a week since i got chicken pox.. 

i was tired, so very tired. Last friday morning, i woke up with about 15 poxs in my chest,leg and my arms. I’ve had a sore throat on the next day,the bad fever started come,headache and insomnia. I cannot eat as well becoz i’ve even got 2 poxs in my mouth. Alone without fam make me cried. Incoming calls fm office and sound of email notifications make me dizzy. Im very helpless n unwell to attend all incoming calls and emails. But, there is a call that makes me feel good. On night, i’ve had a bad fever,shivering,hurts and itchy. I had about a tons pox on my bck n my chest. I feel like I wnt to lie down all day. But thank god becoz only a little poxs on my face. Today i felt much better but still need to go to clnic to confirm there is no infection anymore or need to cont mc.. ni kalau smbung mc lagi mmg aku balik kg nmpknya.

#mychickenpoxstory